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Keng's Blog
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31 March 2005

This few days was kinda hard for me... cuz thinkin of what to do... finally.. i found out that the one that i admire was irritated by me... but as soon as i found out i did say sorry... that i had irritated her, that had me being happi for a moment but... rite after that moment of happiness comes another blow that made me come to a dicision that will make her life easier.. It was like that my bud told me that she was never intersested in me... but i knew that a long time ago, but that day when my bud told me again... i finally woke up.. cuz he told me that she like maybe feel bad... that like some how tell me tat she has no feelin for me... so to make her life much easier i had plan juz to concentrate on my normal life... wif my friends and not bother her again... Makin that decision did not take long cuz i knew tat if she knows that i dun like her anymore she will be glad she will go back to being herself... Though it may hurt me... i dun find that it is a big blow... cuz kinda think of it i would rather b single, at times... mayb it is bout the past i dunno.... Anyway i wan everyone to remember this "it is better to let that person u love b happi even it hurts u a lot" SIGH~ I know that there is no content in this whole thing but i feel much better writin this anyway... hope that she is happi and that everyone who is hopin to b attach or who are already attach... to have the best of luck.....

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