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20 May 2007

yo.. it's so bored.. haha.. nothin much happen lately lo.. hmm.. except for rock climbin lo... haha.. anyway life has been fine juz need more sleep onli. haha.. k la i realli dun have much to write shall stop here ba..

10:26 PM

01 May 2007

Hi.. long time no blog le.. hmm suddenl felt like blogging. there is so much to say.. hmm firstly happy 2 years old bloggie.. hmm it had been like 2 years since this blog had started it had go through quite an amount of post with me.. a lot of feelings of mine had been store in here.. and now i have something to say too.. tat is i realli feel very tired le.. my brain had been processing a lot a lot of things lo.. being with her i realli have a lot of stress here and there lo.. but i cant blame it on her.. it's not her fault.. i juz find tat i'm not the keng hei that i'm in the past.. the cheerful guy tat has realli no stress of life lo.. but now is like everyday is like stress of wad to do.. stressed of how to make her happy.. stressed bout family matter.. stressed bout school matter.. stress here and there.. though all the stress might seem minor but definitely if u add them all up it's not as small as it seems.. i realli need to talk to shareen le lo.. onli she know wad i wanna hear.. haix.. i realli dunno wad to do if i didnt know her lo.. hmm realli lo i feel tat she is realli like an additional mother to me.. haix... firstly school matter actualli it's kinda difficult lo.. but i'm tryin my best to understand when ever i can.. den my laptop is like givin me tonnes and tonnes of trouble lo.. den i think i have to take it back to service again lo.. which i already did once la.. den it is like their company is at jurong u know siao la.. secondly family.. since i cut my hair 2 weeks ago and after the quarrel me and my mother is havin cold war lo.. she everytime tell us when someone is angry pardon him for wad he say but in her case she dun apply it to herself.. lame la.. den thirdly is relationship lo.. hmm realli dunno wad i wan in life lo.. cuz it's like i'm happy being with her but i juz feel that there is something wrong with our relationship.. i dun wanna break up and end up regretting again.. my head is realli spinnin lo.. i'm realli still to young for all this relationship thing le b.. mayb it's juz tat i'm still too playful lo.. hmm.. i realli dunno wad i wan in life lo.. it's juz so sickenin i juz cant b tied down i juz cant stop playin lo.. haix.. but i dun wanna hurt her.. it's realli realli sickenin.. life is so dull lo.. juz hope tat i can realli get my head cleared out asap so tat i dun make her sad ba.. k i think i shal stop here ba.. enjoyin our life to the fullest is never as easy as it seems...

3:55 PM