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27 June 2006

Hey icicle.. floodin u again.. after so long finalli a proper post.. with proper amount of words.. haix ok let mi listen to song and write so can write with more feelin haha.. HAIX.. i think this is more den enuf to tell u how i feel.. Well shall i or shall i not ponder over it...? I will tell u all wad it is if u all can figure out this post.. dun come ask mi wad it is.. i swear i will not tell even if anyone of u threaten mi with friendship...

Ok tgcnna fwp ycpv vq hcnn kp nqxg cickp kv ku tgcnna vqtogpvkpi og.. ycf ku vjg rqkpv qh vgnnkpi aqw k nqxg aqw hqt vyq agctu... ucy ycf aqw ytqvg kp wt dnqi tgcnna fwppq ycf vq uca dqwv aqw... rgtjcru gxgp vgp agctu fqyp vjg tqcf aqw yknn uvkn pqv nppm dcem.. aqw mpqy vjgtg ycu vjku vjkpi aqw uckf vyq agctu ciq.. wt pcog ku gpitcxgf kp oa jgctv.. pqy ku kv uvknn gxgp vtwg.. rjcug nkmg vjcv ecp ngcxg c fggr uect..

Guess till here it shall b.. it's time for mi to sleep.. this is juz a short one.. no time and got life.. so cant write much.. bb..

1:44 PM

23 June 2006

Today and the last two day is the same.. rot tot and rot.. i'm so bored lo.. haix.. dunno wad to do also.. no body ask mi out.. haha.. realli nothin to post la.. juz wanna say jie b careful next time dun sprain ur leg again.. and those who need help juz ring mi up.. mi free almost everyday.. ok i shall stop here i realli nothin to post till i meet up with something interesting den i will come back.. so till den..

10:30 AM

16 June 2006

Hi icicle.. today is but another day.. haha.. oh.. ya i learn how to fold paper crane leh.. haha.. hmm.. use it to jio gals.. haha.. psy... kiddin onli la.. so i folded 65 or so, but still in countin..

Paragraph.. k.. haha.. so this few days have been in town area expect for somedays.. spent a lot of money lo.. mi broke le.. haha.. eh.. realli nothin much to write lo.. hmm.. how bout how i feel this few days.. i feel i cant say.. cuz muz let everyone know tat i'm fine.. so no one is worried... mayb at most i can onli say is.. i prefer a to cook a meal tat take time and tat is nice den a meal which is instant.. eh... oh.. ya my hand got a few briuses.. got pinich again.. for not much of a reason.. eh.. can i not write in paragraph.. cuz i feel so awkward.. haha... sorry.. oh.. ya mi waitin for my new blog skin lo.. should b quite nice.. haha.. we shall all wait and see.. haha.. yawn.. sleepy.. haha...

oh.. ya i watch she's the man on last sat.. was quite nice lo.. eh.. amanda byne is as usual actin kinda stupid and funny.. but still pretty as ever.. haha.. eh.. the show is funni la.. but was kinda rush in the story line.. is like all the thing startin to cramp up bit by bit until it feel tat it's rushin through lo.. 5 stars.. i will give it a 3.. at most 3.5 for all the pretty lady in the show.. haha.. eh.. guess i stop here ba.. will b waitin for mi new blog skin.. bb.. nite..

3:40 PM

08 June 2006

Icicle.. wad is the feelin of death? cold? dark..? scary? wanna know wad is scarier.. a heart tat is shattered beyond anyones imagination.. this is life ba.. optimistic.. hahahHAHAHA!! none of u ever know how i feel. when i'm sad and i feel terrible is there anyone of u who is there to cheer mi up even if u are down.. i did my part.. but i got nothin to gain.. haix.. i dun wish to gain anything though.. this world is never fair.. it's never fair.. they say the good guys always get their fruit of labour.. mayb mine have not ripe yet.. once.. twice.. thrice.. so many time.. yet i try to and try and try again to stand up.. to sew my heart back.. but everytime it breaks apart i losses one piece.. i cant stand it any more.. lies.. lies and nothin but lies.. time.. time.. time.. tat is wad all of u say.. time will heal everything.. how long..? 1 year.. 2 years.. 3 or 10.. when is the time.. it's tearin mi apart.. time can also make thing more sentimental and deep.. juz like ruin.. the longer they date back the more worthy they are.. the longer the corpse die the more it decompose.. it doesnt means time will heal everything.. ruin does not become more grand.. neither does dead people become younger.. i'm speechless.. say mi despo.. say mi nuts.. i juz cant get it out of my mind.. shattered? yes it is so badly shattered.. there are so many people in this world.. there are so many country.. y muz i b in singapore.. y not japan.. y not new zeland.. y singapore.. true there are time i am realli happy i'm here.. cuz of the friends.. but at times this feelin in mi overwhelmed everything.. my friends.. my happy times here.. and those great people tat i met.. if i wasnt in singapore mayb all this things never happen.. aviod mi if u like.. i will wait.. i will wait if u ever aviod mi... hmm.. icicle guess wad song am i listenin now? yup.. an jing.. y? i think u should know y.. everytime when i feel down i turn to this song.. cuz it comfort mi.. it makes mi forget a bit more.. agony.. this word is powerful.. i think this is wad i can use to describe my feelin.. agony.. but i will always look happy and try to b happi.. cuz there are pple out there.. there are friends out there that i need to infect my happiness with.. hmm.. this is life.. i guess.. y does the devil or god or who ever it is wants to mess with my soul and my heart.. tell mi when do u wanna stop playin with mi.. mayb u should not cuz please dun stop.. torture my soul.. my heart.. if u muz.. cuz i dun wan u to torture anyone else.. cuz this is a feelin tat is so bad.. so bad tat u can never forget.. torture mi.. tat's enuf.. dun harm others.. i will take it as a retribution for my sins.. i guess i shall stop.. This tears will roll no more on my cheeks.. but it will forever drown my heart..

2:55 PM

04 June 2006

Today juz stayed home and rot.. hmm.. found nothin to do but play game lo.. haha.. hmm.. actualli nothin much to write.. but juz kinda had a lil flashback today.. lil it may seems but there was so many things happening.. i tot of the time when i was with her.. haha.. happi.. but troubled.. haha.. i tot of the time i go out with all my friends.. i tot of those tat betray mi.. haha.. friends..! wad is the definition.. there is a lot of things in this world tat cannot b answered.. so juz take tat i dunno wad is the definition of friends.. eh.. yup.. this holiday dun seems like holiday lo.. everyday got skool haha.. but also good la.. if not also no life.. haha.. nobody go out with mi lo.. poor mi.. everyone got their companion.. i solo lo.. most pple can go out at nite to watch movie to play.. i can onli stay home and rot like one kind.. go out also get nag.. dun go out also get nag.. see how bad can this b.. haha.. oh.. today upload song into my blog.. a nice one.. haha.. hmm yup nothin much to write lo.. cuz i cant spill the remainder feelins out.. haha.. k stop here ba.. bb icicle..

9:39 AM