Sup icicle it's been years since i wrote anything.. life have just become so empty, the one girl i love has left me.. so they say that if you love her let her go.. i love her so much and it sucks i have to let her go.. it sucks it sucks so fucking much.. i just hope i can just fucking die from this.. besides drinking it's still drinking... no one ever know what i go through at night... no one.... fuck.... i love you andrea i really do..