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29 September 2006

Stress level are goin high icicle.. haha.. a week or 2 later it is due for my art!! haha.. and eunice if u ever come back to see my blog this is for u "True i may b pityin myself.. I accept the fact, but it's always better to pity others.. cause it's sympathy and not empathy... I cant help it.. I have practically almost no body to turn to liao.. so I think talk to myself in the blog is wad i can onli do.." Dun worry.. u wont b black listed.. juz tat mind the kind of words u use.. b selective about it.. Cuz it may give pple the wrong sense.. or mayb u wanted me to felt tat way.. haha..

Haix.. life is normal i guess.. School... Home... Study... Sleep.. and occassionally play.. But seriously speakin it gets kinda bored.. haha.. Guess tat's all le ba.. Nite icicle...

12:39 PM

09 September 2006

Hi icicle.. This is not goin to b any happy post.. this is a solem one.. Just days ago a great man die.. many dun know him in person yet he touched many heart with his strong spirit to save any animals in need and any man in need.. He is a good man.. Sadness and Anger filled me as i heard the news of my idol Steve Irwin who got his heart pierce by a sting ray's barb.. His brave nature.. His kind heart that warm ours even through that cold hard screen.. Though i have no ties with him i can not stop myself for havin the feelin to cry.. Yes he was a great father too.. A husband nevertheless and A one of the kind conservationist.. His death shock a lot of pple.. he is like a hero to everyone.. bravin death not onli once to help animals but still dyin in the hand of one which he done no harm to.. I feel his pain as the barb pierce his heart.. i feel the agony.. Yet i know he never blame anyone for the incident.. For he have to heart of gold.. He.. is Steve Irwin.. He may have departed us.. but his spirit leaves on.. His death will not b in vain.. He will b remember by millions around the world.. His death will motivate yet millions to conserve our planet.. I solemly bless him.. Rest in peace my hero.. Rest in peace......

2:36 PM

07 September 2006

Hmm.. Hi icicle.. Nivarna man.. haha... i finally feel so much better liao.. haha.. everything is a thing of the past.. Not because things are solved but I thought through liao.. there is no point pondering over things tat doesn't does the other way around.. haha.. Eh.. This is something like ignorance la.. haha.. Life is good lo.. at least so far it is.. haha.. tot holiday will b sian but kinda fully packed haha.. eh.. also dunno wad to do today.. art.. or game.. haha.. cuz today free day.. like yesterday i did art and play.. today dunno wanna do a not leh.. mayb at night paste and write ba.. haha.. gotta start some where time to put words into action.. haha.. Eh.. Yup monday i had so much fun haha.. went to sakae at orchard there de had fun lo.. eat so much and get to celebrate sok wah bdae.. haha.. Guess this wont happen for me lo.. haha.. but seriously this year holidays for example.. Chinese New year which is not so bad.. And Vesak day? haha.. and the hungry ghost festival.. ya like when start and end i realli dunno.. unlike 2 to 3 years bak i would roughly know haha.. hmm guess this is it lo.. Too busy liao.. haha O lvl leh.. kinda scary but dunno y even scare also like hell care like tat lo.. haha.. Mayb no push ba.. Study.. is like alone la.. play now a days onli something not alone.. haha the rest of the time.. alone! haha... but still it's fine.. there are still people who are still here for me.. yah.. haha.. at least they realli bother to listen.. haha.. or mayb it's juz me ah.. haha.. wad ever it is life now is back to quite normal liao lo.. hmm.. ART.. ART.. ART! september muz do finish lo.. dunno whether got time a not still got so much things haven do unlike others like wanna finish liao lo.. sian.. haha.. eh.. hmm.. guess nothin much to write liao lo.. Hungry Hungry sia.. haha.. haven makan.. bb.. me go makan liao..

4:10 AM

02 September 2006

Hmm.. Ya i do think i should put aside bgr.. seriously speakin what is the point of gettin a girlfriend when u know u cant settle urself to the person rite?

But this is life.. one problem goes away the other come by almost immediately.. Haix.. Friends.. That is the title.. I'm kinda bothered by bgr thingy.. mayb it got me paranoid but still i think life is changing.. it's time for me to move on to my own life.. like bgr.. friends are equally hard to handle, especially when u realli dunno who treat u as a friend.. Human mind are to complicated and sinster thoughts often flash pass everyone mind. Thus makin everyone untrustworthy, yet there are people that can help u in times of need.. Sorry I have to say this but I realli have stop trustin anyone since the recent incident.. I have doubts about everyone, I realli dunno wad the hack they are thinkin and i realli do not wan to know.. this is becuz it is too horrifying to think.. Juz hope that i can realli faster finish my Os get my result and see wad to do with my life and get to a new bunch of social circle.. Trust.. once betrayed u can never get it back.. so dun harm it.. Mayb it is juz me.. I have let down other people.. mayb this is karma.. I dunno.. but what ever it is I realli dun care already..

4:20 PM