Sobx i am sick... and nobody realli knows it.. got one which is my god mum.. but also like nothin juz say take care.. SOBX... I"M SICK FOR GOD SAKE!! CANT ANYONE SHOW MORE LOVE TO MI? haha but idun wan anyone.. i onli wan one person to call and chat with mi.. i confirm will feel better de.. haha.. sobx.. I got runnin nose.. fever.. SERIOUSLY PAINFUL backache.. and finalli a brain damage.. cuz i thinkin bout something.. den is like eh.. i found the letters.. tat was written in the past.. haha.. eh.. yup.. nothin lo.. oh.. today world record.. in my entire school life this is the first time i am so ill tat i went home once the first lesson started.. AHHH.. AH... AH... CHEW!!!! sorry.. ok la.. this sicky wanna go lie down liao... my backache is killin mi..
10:24 AM
19 April 2006
hello icicle.. finally somethings to write.. i started mapling.. ok lo.. to burn off time.. note archer is hard to train.. warrior... easy like one kind but late game i dunno la.. haha.. today got 2 stranger in maple so kind lo.. help mi do quest and also help mi leech.. haha.. anyway.. a lot on my mind lately... they say i not loner.. how am i not one.. some people tat i mingle with the most dun even remember my presence.. those tat i dun mingle with a lot now tend to b those tat talk to mi.. life is so strange rite.. like mi often feel tat i'm being forgotten.. even some says.. u will never b forgotten.. haha.. ya rite.. i'm not forgotten.. juz misplace some wher far behind the mind almost to the dumpster.. i try to remember everyone.. seriously i mean everyone.. once in a while i will scroll down my phone book to see who i have to contact a long time.. i will juz pop a msg over sayin hi.. but how many does tat to mi.. haha... when i ask y never msg mi.. they will say busy la.. no time.. not free.. tired.. any kind u can think of.. ya true as a friend u muz understand they have difficulty msgin you.. but had anyone considered how i lazy i am.. how occupied i can make myself to b...? no one knows.. i find time for others but none find time for mi.. i dun mind spendin money to play with those tat goes out with mi.. those tat are willin to play with mi.. even though some may b backstabbers.. but i close my eyes to it.. icicle you know y.. cuz y would i wan enemies.. rite. when being isolated is bad enough.. no one know tat i feel tat.. everyday in class i cant sit til everyone is sitted.. you know y.. cuz everyone have their own partner.. i dun.. i have i find a empty sit and ask if i may sit.. cuz if i sit down the first thing i get into class.. this will happen " hey i sit here one.." and "oie i sit with this person this person one.." worse come to worse " go away leh.." wad can i do.. get push around lo.. like lil boy like tat.. yes i have to admit i do tend to forget about others feelin.. but how many know how i feel? i can say is none.. friends.. how many are trustworthy.. how many are loyal.. how many really treat you for who u r.. how many are not backstabbers..? NONE.. we are born to act... as we need to cover up this flaws we humans have.. I backstabbed others too because to b in a clique.. but now i learnt not to.. cuz it makes mi sick.. i rather keep a distance.. and issolate myself... juz like seein her face make mi sick let alone sayin or mentionin her name.. yucks.. icicle you know wad is even more humourous.. tat is some say got hate will have love... ya true not war where come peace? If there is no war the word peace won't even exsist.. same for love and hate.. but... for her is juz tat i'm utterly disgusted by wad she do.. everything for her voice down to her attitude.. (dun worry eunice it is not u..) Further more some even say i still care for her.. i still have feelin for her.. erm... typin this out i had already took the risk of havin my CPU explodin... feelings.. haha.. redicilous.. LOVE this feelin i had long gone kept it stored.. so how can i like her.. when i have the same feelin toward her like the guy tat i know i will hate my whole entire life... so u tryin to say this guy i hate i love him too? haha... some even says it is different becuz she is ur "wadwadwad" before... ya tat guy i took him as a friend before.. also feelin wad.. ya true can still say is different.. cuz this is wad they think.. y cant they put themselves into my shoe? I hate being stared down cuz i said some slightly crude comment.. and yet today i got it.. further more.. stack up rite to it directly is some one sayin i talk too much.. ya i onli said "you actualli went to eat that stall with food tat if almost in edible.." in chinese " nii gan chi na bu shi ren chi de na tan" and follow by RESPECT cuz u can never believe by juz lookin how in apitizin the food is.. so by sayin that i got stared down.. which already burnin my fuse.. den came out this phrase.. " u talk too much" which was in those F up tone.. i nearly man nearly erupted.. ok enuf of this stupid stuffs.. today went to HWA (Handicap Welfare Association) it was realli an experience.. some how felt the pain of those handicap tat was due to some accident.. i realli cant imagin tat wad if i cant feel my legs or hands.. or even the whole body.. haha.. den Hadi did this realli darin twinkle twinkle little star dance haha.. i can see it realli brighten tat uncle tat we were talkin to.. haha.. k write till here ba.. very long le.. hmmm.. wonder who will even bother to finish readin this long long long... winded and borin essay.. haha...
1:40 PM
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
