WHERE ARE YOU!!!

i realli miss u where are you.. i cant see u in friendster i cant see u anywhere are u aviodin mi.. why are u doin this to mi.. u love it is it.. haiz life of mine is one big hole.. i realli no mood to write anything le.. nite icicle

Hi icicle life is such a mystery liao.. cuz I dunno why I keep studyin.. anyway life goes on lo.. even got dunno who come tag I also dun care.. cuz it my life and not ur's.. understand... anyway thank Jan.. realli appreciate it.. ok lah this few days.. juz tat my temper gettin shorter and shorter.. SO TO PEEPS OUT THERE DUN MEDDLE WITH MY TEMPER... anyway i realli like the way i'm now studying and revisin my work.. good to go out with a gang tat i can work with.. rather den to listen them talk so much.. we make jokes while we work.. ya icicle i gotta thank my jie wait ah..
JIE THANKS FOR EVERYTHING REALLI I MEAN IT (to all my jie.. ya even u my real one)
Ya so icicle i realli think tat life is to good to waste le.. y waste on those who dun care..why waste on those that onli take mi as a passerby.. rite i rather spend all my time devotin them to those tat realli care.. ANYWAY EUNICE.. i had never lie bout lovin u since the day i said i love u... 1 year plus liao going 2 years liao tat my love for u still runs in mi.. they say it's puppy love.. but how can a puppy love last so long?? who cares.. all i know is i will wait...

WHAT THE HELL ALL OF U KNOW.. U ALL KNOW NOTHIN.. SO SHUT UP.. i like the kind of life i'm leadin... jie(not u clara) i know u got come and see but sorri this is mi.. so dun even think of askin mi to change... AND TO NOTHIN TO DO.. I DUNNO WHO ARE U BUT THOSE THINGS ARE NOT WAD U THINK U HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY.. I DUN CARE WHETHER U KNOW MI OR I KNOW U.. BUT WAD THE HELL U HAVE IN UR MIND TO JUDGE MI LIKE TAT.. WAN ACT BLOG JUMPER ALSO ACT PROPERLY LA.. COME ON U THINK I THREE YEARS OLD HUH.. EVER SINCE THIS BLOG STARTED NO BLOG JUMPER LANDED HERE.. U SO LUCKI AH.. STILL SO FREE RIGHT.. U WAN LIE TO WHO... SO TELL THIS LIE TO 3 YEARS OLD KID LA HOR.. SEC 5 SO WAD SOME PEOPLE EVEN TILL OLD AGE STILL CANT SOBBER.. SO WAD A SEC 5.. COME ON U EMOTIONLESS FREAK.. I LOVE WHO I WAN U LOVE WHO U WAN... I DUN WAN TO CARE BOUT PEOPLE.. LA HOR.. ANYWAY U DUN THINK I DUNNO WHO U LA HOR... U MY CLASS ONE STILL DARE SAY THIS KIND OF FREAKIN THING... TELL U IF U EVER COME BACK TO MY BLOODY BLOG TO TAG BLOODY THING I MAKE SURE I WILL SCREAM UR HEAD OFF IN FRONT OF U AND NOT AT THE BLOG!! U HEAR!!

HI hi Icicle.. haha guess u should go see Clara's blog to know wad we did on saturday haha.. it's like so much fun haha... hmm.. u know she is back haha.. yes she is back to tag realli told her how i felt.. hmm dunno y lo my mind is confuse.. is my life gettin any better?? i guess not realli.. thinkin and thinkin about her everyday u know.. Icicle life is such a weird thing huh!! haha.. u know wad tat day we play kite i learn about something.. tat is it is time to let go let it go it will fly higher but time to time you got to learn to nudge it.. hmm.. meaningful rite.. haha.. dunno how to live with my life now.. so sian lo.. realli haiz.. her.. eh... icicle to love someone is forever easy for mi but to b love is never the case.. looks is this wad people look for... life is juz a dream.. when u wake up from it, it seems like nothin actualli happenin.. Icicle wanna hear my story.. i made up one.. very short.. almost like a phrase.. Actualli the angel made a pact with the devil.. tat is if there is true love between each other the angel will forever bless them.. but if it happens to b a one side love the devil shall devour the soul of the one who is in love.. and i think i am being devoured.. haha.. this is the pact with the devil.. that the angel has loss.. haiz.. ok den write till here ba.. kena nagged to go sleep liao cuz tomoro still got school.. bye icicle

HI ICICLE!! hmm.. today when to out with jie and mum again haha.. great lo lots of fun haha.. eh.. ya went to pasir ris but actualli wanted to go east coast the but we think by the time reach there too late liao.. anyway had lots of fun lo.. we had a small picnic.. haha eatin chips and chattin den we played poker cards haha.. blackjack and also bluff haha so fun lo.. den after tat when the tides went down it was so great.. i splash both of them wet haha.. den i in the end let them have the chance to splash mi wet haha.. anyway gotta say sorry to u jie cuz made some sand hit on to u... haiz.. anway after tat we were all like dripin haha.. den the wind was like so strong haha.. i was like freezing haha... finalli we went to play kite haha.. see other peeps kite fly so high but ours' like so low lo haha... den jie was like runnin here and there tryin to make the kite fly.. haha.. so fun.. oh.. nearly forget we also saw dayang, fitri the group of friends all of them campin haha.. den after playin kite we walk to find food eat haha.. ate 2 things.. and definitely with rice for mi, as for mummy she ate beef kuay tiao.. haha.. den lots of the two thing is kang kong and BBQ stingray haha.. it tasted like otha.. haha.. den we went home liao haha... had so much fun lo haha.. eh.. ya juz now went to see something at jie's blog.. it was some project the 4eC did haix.. realli miss my sec 1 and 2 years all the fun we actualli had together.. we were the terror man haha.. yet we were always united.. but now i guess onli jie realli remembers mi others haha.. forget bout it.. but mayb cuz i keep pestering jie tat's y she remember's mi haha.. if not i guess she will also live her own life.. haiz.. the good old days.. realli miss it.. ok la icicle write till here ba.. if not u will b flooded liao.. k nite

Hi Icicle.. miss mi? haha i know u miss mi a lot.. haha.. hmm.. dunno whether had u know who turn up at my blog.. my guess nope tat person didnt cuz never tag u haha.. hmm today i became superman flyin here and there.. haha.. first as usual to school haha.. den after school rush home and change den fly out to go plaza lo.. so sian today play dota until like rushin for life like tat.. play until so not shiok.. haha anyway den dart to K-box.. so sian lo... nearly fell asleep lo... yawn now still sleepy.. den follow by punggol end.. all in 5-7 hr time i have to go this places.. haha.. eh... ya today actualli dreamt of her again.. is it a good sign or bad i realli dunno.. but all i know is today i write till here only cuz mi very sleepy le.. sorry icicle.. k... nite...

Hi bloggie.. I'm back.. This few days I wrote a lot of things huh! dunno wad happen to mi.. Rarely write so long but this few days keep writing and writing, even though nothin much happen.. eh... mayb it's cuz of my mind ba.. lots of things goin on inside.. haha keep thinkin of someone and somethings.. anyway hi everyone this is my new friend bloggie, I still thinkin of a name for him u all wait k.. eh.. yup this few days lot of things in mind.. hmm.. today I dreamt about something it's like the thing I can never hope for.. haha.. wanna know wad is it a not bloggie.. I dreamt about her u know her... ya it's so great man... but kinda thing of it, it is quite dumb.. y think of someone tat will not b mine anymore until dream of her rite.. hmm.. today I loaded with cash man I didnt even know till I think back.. cuz in the mornin tool cab then come home take cab.. today had two meals.. and also return the book shop auntie money.. wa sounds like a lot spend huh!! Realli happy with my life.. juz tat sometimes feel empty lo.. haha... guess I did not fulfill my wish.. that is if I marry I will wan to marry to onli my first love.. guess it's impossible huh!! who will wan a freak like mi tat onli have a ambition to become a chef.. haha... penniless job rite.. haha but who realli cares.. I know there are only a few peeps who realli care and they can be counted with my two hands.. haha.. gotta study so much things sia... today record breakin i didnt sleep in class haha.. pro rite.. haha.. k la guess i write till here ba.. take care everyone..

hi bloggie.. hmm realli dunno wad to write juz tat yesterday i had spend the whole nite chattin at some play ground with my god mum and jie.. i realli dunno wad to say.. life now is such a mess.. onli feel like sleepin.. waoh i didnt realli know sleepin in class can be so shiok.. eh.. yup kinda dunno wad the hell is happening to mi lo.. cuz i keep thinkin bout one person.. but i'm not goin to tell who it is.. IT FOR MI TO KNOW AND FOR U TO NEVER FIND OUT!! ya.. everytime pass by compass point which is near someone house i realli hope to see her.. but i know impossible de... haiz.. it a past mistake tat i have done to anger and hurt her i guess.. but i realli hope tat one day we will b back together even it is to woo her all over again.. love is something so strange huh!! DUMBGAL i realli hope u will b my one again.. haizz.. who am i kiddin rite bloggie.. i know she wont come back to mi de.. she dun even bother to msg mi... dunno wad happen to her life but i realli wanna know.. i realli wanna care... cuz i realli wanna love.. haiz... bloggie u tell mi isn't this juz plain stupid right.. lovin someone tat will never b ur's.. haha.. bloggie u know it's realli hard realli very hard to put up a strong front.. when ur hearts realli hurt and u cant get any tears out it's realli terrible.. haiz.. all the tears does is well up in my eyes.. i realli dunno y.. dumbgal... WHY!! juz a msg or even a call for u will brighten my path but i guess it's impossible.. IMPOSSIBLE!! Dumbgal i realli dunno wad happen to u but seein ur friendster my guess is u and him.. eh.. anyway i will wait till one day u will accept mi again... i will wait...

Hi.. this post mostly is juz to tell someone something.. To this somebody.. in this world there are two types of sayin of a friend and both have different meanin and also reflect different personallity.. the first kind of this friends are those tat u keep in the heart, u dun have to meet nor chat.. juz have to keep it in ur heart.. the second type of friends, regardless of any hardship, or problems juz wanna try to know how the other friend is doing.. worry for him/her.. care and concern about him/her.. i guess u catagories in the first type.. u know i try and try to contact u... i tried and tried to find u.. juz to see how u r doin, i dun need u to know my presences, i juz wanna know how r u.. but i guess u didn't realli make an effort to drop mi one simple msg.. but i dun realli mind.. cuz i know u have ur problems.. i know u have ur hardship.. I'm not tryin to b sarcastic, realli i dun.. 1 year all i wish was u to b mine.. tears had long gone run dry.. love had long gone died.. Haix.. wad the hack.. Juz hope tat u realli study well.. dun worry even this grade not good go for private Os or something like tat.. I believe in u, i realli do.. i know u can.. u see ur math so bad can become so good le.. i know u can de.. So muz u believe in urself.. I believe one day i can see u again.. and i guess i can onli hope and nothin more but hope tat u will come back to mi some day.. LOL i know it will never happen.. it.. will never happen.....

Life now a day kills mayb cuz i not enough rest... since clara gone overseas tat day start liao.. monday keep banging into people some more is those kind ah beng ah beng one but nothin much happen liao.. yesterday nearly got into a fight with kim seng ( i think this is how u spell his name) anyway dun wan talk bout it.. cuz i find he very unreasonable.. although i admit i partially wrong.. but who cares... den today i finally argue with a teacher again.. i think i gettin more and more grumpy day by day gotta get appointment with my bed soon if not will go mad.. k write till here ba.. haiz tomoro still got my formal letter to finish in any free period and by tomoro all the free writin.. i think continue like tat i will have fear of english liao..

Happi trip to u jie.. hope u will enjoy ur self k... NiTe NIte everyone

hi everyone.. back to update my blog.. got new song liao.. eh... time flys... few more day pple takin O level result le hope all of u can pass.. hehe.. and with flyin colour.. hope that one day i will see her again... eh... yawn nothin much to write lo... haha... juz tat i watch 3 movie this week.. now left onli fearless haven watch.. yawn k mi stop here le cuz dunno wad to write le.. nite everyone... nite nite bloggie...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CLARA.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... happi birthday jie hope tat all ur wishes comes true and the life of ur's is always as colourful.. yup.. tomoro back to school le.. this year not much money.. onli 120 dollars and tat is around 20 over packets before i get tis amount eh... ***sian sian*** cuz tomoro goin school.. i guess i am goin to bastard KFC liao.. goin to sabotage.. cuz realli very tired lo.. realli feel so lonely at times.. haiz... so hope tat everyone out there have enjoy the good food and snacks...AND ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY CLARA