Sigh... this is how i'm gonna start my post.. guess u should know y ba icicle.... it's all written on u.. pain.. sorrow.. and also eh... bit bit of tears.. haha.. tears.. wad are that.. an jing.. i never get tired of it.. cuz it realli reflected my life.. sort of.. hmm.. i know tat u knew.. but i had to put up a strong front.. cuz i never wanted to show myself.. u and all the other my weak side.. i may sound negative.. this is cause i'm still bleedin.. confidence.. at least now i stand up for myself.. anyway lets not talk bout tat.. so icicle.. i'm gonna complain again.. so do u think i should end my journey here.. cuz a end is but another start.. is it gonna realli stop hurtin once i end.. or will it start as a new journey for mi to regret to let go the older journey.. i realli hate complainin.. but i cant help it.. icicle.. althought she never turn back.. at least now i can see her shadow.. even it is a glimps i'm happi enuf.. i dun realli dun dare to hope for more.. cuz the scar is still bleedin.. u remember the video of an jing u once sent mi.. i still remember the most meaningful thing it once said.. let mi translate k.. hmm.. ok here it goes.. the god created man.. and from this man they took out a piece of their bone.. and thus god created female.. finally towards the end of the flash.. the guy said his chest slowly hurts more and more.. haha.. haiz.. y am i even sayin this.. numb? soon i guess.. hopefully soon.. cuz it still hurts so much.. sorry if i lie to anyone that i said i felt numb long ago.. this is because i had to cheer u all up.. u see when everyone is in love they become so happi.. writin at their msn nick. all those sweet sweet things... true it is realli very sweet.. but when they are hurt.. this sweet words change to word tat even hell fear of.. this is y when some ask when i am with that.. i do not wish to write the name but those smart enuf should know.. anyway.. i had never change my nick.. cuz i still feel lonely.. sweet talk.. haha.. i try not to do so much.. flirtin.. hmm.. how does a freak like mi even flirt.. haha.. so.. yup.. this two day have been a long long day.. seems like i am havin three sunday this week.. haix.. yesterday.. play at home.. den go out play.. today... pollin day.. parents at home.. like sunday like tat.. wanna go out early to play also got prob.. wanna play till late also cannot.. haix.. y.. y is it so.. move on.. time... how long.. another 1 year 2 years or 10 years.. it may never end.. retribution..? i dun believe in those... SORRY? is there a need to? i was never angry tat this happen to mi.. i was never blamin anyone.. so y sorry.. being hurt is juz something tat everyone go through rite.. i should b the one sayin sorry.. cuz even this is reality.. i juz cant let it go.. it's in my heart too long.. too long for mi to remove it.. if i have to it is another pain sensation for another few years.. so i rather tat i hidding at one corner helpin u when u need someone to cry on.. den rather b someone who walk beside u yet can never dare to look up to face u.. haix.. i know wad i write are all rubbish.. but hey i still have to dump my feelin some where.. this may sound horriblely negative.. but eh... it will onli b in the blog.. anway thanks for tellin mi how i should change my attitude.. i will try hard to change for my own.. but if i cant i will juz make do with wad i have.. it is realli a long way.. but i will try.. life get tougher and tougher as we get older.. but i will find way to face it.. to say... icicle.. i fall into a crush to easily.. but no matter wad it is i will still carry on.. this is life... wad dun kill u onli make u stronger.. and now i'm gettin stronger.. haha.. though my heart my race even typin this post.. but i did carry on.. haha.. this teaches mi one thing too... not being a singaporean doesnt make u any special.. cuz i have the singaporean accent le... haha.. stay here since i was little and young so guess no reason y i'm not almost a singaporean.. but is still funny to see the faces of others when i say i'm not born in singapore.. haha.. k i think i shall end here ba.. hey i will always b here if u need a shoulder to lean on.. to cry on.. or even bite.. pinch or beat on.. k.. haha.. though the day may never come.. but i will still wait.. dun ask mi y.. and dun tell mi to let go.. cuz i have made up my mind.. hope u dun aviod mi ba.. haha.. cuz i realli cant take those kind of shock.. haha.. frial hearted k. haha.. k.. nite nite.. sleep tight k.. sleep tight but comfortable k everyone.. nite... same to u icicle.. nite nite..
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
