Icicle.. today sorry to day i'm gonna flood u with stupid feelings again.. but i know u wont mind.. u will never complain like all other do in their heart.. Icicle u know i find myself very very useless.. and i mean VERY u know y i wanna go tp.. yes true one is about the course.. but.. haiz.. no matter wad it has been more den a year.. they say time heals everything.. now for mi time onli make mi worse.. so badly confused.. lost and dunno wad to do.. i may have crushes on people.. but when ever i think again i tend to wanna forget about the crush and concentrate more on... you know.. haix... she definitely wont accept mi.. even if it is to woo her all over again.. this lifetime.. the next and the next i wont mind.. how she look.. fat.. old.. or which ever way u may think of i swear i will love her.. everytime juz thinkin bout her i feel like cryin but i never seem to b able to succeed.. my tears run dry in my eyes.. but in my heart it is continuously bleedin and cryin.. who can heal mi.. i believe no one can.. cuz my door is seal.. i have lost the key.. it is onli her tat will open it up but will it b.. 'ur name has been engrave in my heart' this phrase hmm.. lets not talk bout it.. i shall onli say my heart have nothin else in front of her le.. haha.. i swear i will tell this to who ever i am with.. i have made alot of promises.. and so did i broke as much.. but i realli dunno wad should i do.. puppy love? i guess not a year or two later i will b 18 and 3 after tat 21.. i know the feelin will still b the same.. cuz no one will ever set eyes on beast like mi.. who will wanna walk on the street with someone tat has almost zero fashion senses.. who will wan someone who look like a freak like mi.. WHO WILL? even there is my heart will still b seal.. cuz how many of them realli show mi the care.. tears tat i shed is onli for her... waitin.. is wad my instinct wan mi to do.. givin up is wad i am tryin to do.. haha.. a mixture of laughter and tears.. onli by playin and playin can i forget her.. studies.. have been droppin in standard.. gettin better? i dare not say.. i can onli lie.. u know y.. cuz i cant stop thinkin bout her.. every mornin i wake up i will find my hp.. y? to see if she did call mi and i fell asleep.. i dare not tell her or anyone.. cuz i am afraid.. afraid that she will b gone once again.. i get a undescrbable feelin when i see tat other say they love her more den mi? sure i never know.. but i'm sure two years is not short.. and there are more to come.. hey i know u will b readin this but i still have to tell u.. i realli love u.. my feelings had never change.. true my attitude does.. but my feelings and never change.. haiz.. what is the point u will never look back.. icicle.. u know i am so slow.. u know y.. she was able to recover and run forward so fast.. but i cant.. i'm still crippled.. pullin tryin to pull myself to b next to her.. but no matter how i try it never seems to work.. haiz.. i can onli hope.. tat one day she will turn back and walk with mi.. hope is all i got.. but dream is forever wad this will b.. wad was first a crush.. den a puppy love.. have turn into something tat i can describe tat is onli in mi... every where i go i wanna look out.. to see if i can see her by any chance but i never was able to.. that is y i aim every single course tat i can to get to tp. juz to see her.. true by then she is year 2.. but i hope i can see her.. as for the dream.. this is not disney land.. this is reality.. dreams never do come true.. hope is wad people hold on to.. to work towards there goal.. and not dream.. my goal.. is to work in the onli 7 star hotel in the world... my dream.. to b with u again.. but i know it is never goin to happen.. if it does gonna happen tell mi.. even till i am old.. or even if i am dying.. cuz i will for u will my lie in my death bed.. if it is to wait i will.. cuz i know i will onli love u truely... waitin is all i have.. it is all i ever had.. mayb for mi my love have never come yet.. but i will wait...onli to hope it is u.. if it is not i can onli hope it is a happy one..
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
