Icicle.. wad is the feelin of death? cold? dark..? scary? wanna know wad is scarier.. a heart tat is shattered beyond anyones imagination.. this is life ba.. optimistic.. hahahHAHAHA!! none of u ever know how i feel. when i'm sad and i feel terrible is there anyone of u who is there to cheer mi up even if u are down.. i did my part.. but i got nothin to gain.. haix.. i dun wish to gain anything though.. this world is never fair.. it's never fair.. they say the good guys always get their fruit of labour.. mayb mine have not ripe yet.. once.. twice.. thrice.. so many time.. yet i try to and try and try again to stand up.. to sew my heart back.. but everytime it breaks apart i losses one piece.. i cant stand it any more.. lies.. lies and nothin but lies.. time.. time.. time.. tat is wad all of u say.. time will heal everything.. how long..? 1 year.. 2 years.. 3 or 10.. when is the time.. it's tearin mi apart.. time can also make thing more sentimental and deep.. juz like ruin.. the longer they date back the more worthy they are.. the longer the corpse die the more it decompose.. it doesnt means time will heal everything.. ruin does not become more grand.. neither does dead people become younger.. i'm speechless.. say mi despo.. say mi nuts.. i juz cant get it out of my mind.. shattered? yes it is so badly shattered.. there are so many people in this world.. there are so many country.. y muz i b in singapore.. y not japan.. y not new zeland.. y singapore.. true there are time i am realli happy i'm here.. cuz of the friends.. but at times this feelin in mi overwhelmed everything.. my friends.. my happy times here.. and those great people tat i met.. if i wasnt in singapore mayb all this things never happen.. aviod mi if u like.. i will wait.. i will wait if u ever aviod mi... hmm.. icicle guess wad song am i listenin now? yup.. an jing.. y? i think u should know y.. everytime when i feel down i turn to this song.. cuz it comfort mi.. it makes mi forget a bit more.. agony.. this word is powerful.. i think this is wad i can use to describe my feelin.. agony.. but i will always look happy and try to b happi.. cuz there are pple out there.. there are friends out there that i need to infect my happiness with.. hmm.. this is life.. i guess.. y does the devil or god or who ever it is wants to mess with my soul and my heart.. tell mi when do u wanna stop playin with mi.. mayb u should not cuz please dun stop.. torture my soul.. my heart.. if u muz.. cuz i dun wan u to torture anyone else.. cuz this is a feelin tat is so bad.. so bad tat u can never forget.. torture mi.. tat's enuf.. dun harm others.. i will take it as a retribution for my sins.. i guess i shall stop.. This tears will roll no more on my cheeks.. but it will forever drown my heart..
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
