Icicle.. this is not onli a cut... This feelin is like tearing urself apart inside out like the alien in "AVP" that tore out from the person's tummy.. those feelin.. i realli hate fellin in love.. cuz fear have overcome love.. FEAR! though it is onli two time i have a real set back.. but it is more then enuf, one who is now in a relationship... realli lovin her for 2 almost 3 years.. yet i cant do anything.. the other, the wrong person to fall for.. and now she is goin into a relationship.. i dare not say a thing.. for their happiness is mine.. at least i think so..
Seriously speakin this is hard shattering.. this realli make my mind fight between being single and findin a relationship.. cuz i believe tat relationship for me now is not goin to work.. firstly i do not wan to find a stead den cuz go out work liao or realli if go poly den break up.. this is not love den this is but using her as a yatch to step on.. Therefore i dun think it is gonna work.. Haix.. this feelin is horrible.. Love is suppose to b a very good thing but i dun find it so, I have the wrong feelin everytime for pple tat i find realli sweet. dun worry ying shan, yu shan and most of the rest of my friends dun worry not u all.. haha.. tat doesnt mean u all are not realli sweet, it's juz tat there is a special feelin la.. haha.. oh.. ya feelin that's right.. i kinda think my feelin goes a bit with the looks thus i think i am realli not in the right mind. Games.. this is becomin part of my life once a week.. haha.. computer nevertheless is also my life source for now.. which life is not tat bad.. but i keep on strugglin to find a stead this is becuz i realli cant take the pain anymore..
Some people are selfish aren't we.. we onli wan what's best in their life.. they had never spare a thought how the other one will feel.. ya he may seem happy, this is cuz he wants u to b happy.. he is actualli quietly cryin softly in his heart. Small cuts heal without scar.. Deep cuts leave a scar that one carry for life.. and the one deep cut in my heart is still bleedin... so how can i realli feel whether who i realli fall for...
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
