Icicle.. Hmm.. guess u are the onli one i can realli complaint to.. at least i mean i can say wad i wanna say.. hmm... Went to clara blog heard the song.. alot of things flashes through my mind... It is realli bothering.. I dunno how i realli feel; happy? sad, or jealous, my guess is i'm juz simplily confuse to the max.. Love.. What the hell is that man, does lyin to urself that you dun like that person anymore Love? is sacrifice, Love?
Humans... Are too complicated, our mind often have a flow of numerous thought... Every second of a min... Seriously speakin how many understand ur friends.. i'm sure not more den one understand me more.. U can say u are my friend, but wad is a friend, what qualities do u look for in a friend, name one or two friends that you have. This was my oral topic, u all wanna know wad the hell i say, i will tell u a full version that is realli in my heart. I am lookin for something that people now a days are lack of or shall i say practically cant uphold.. trust.. i'm not sayin i can but I mean seriously people can never realli b trusted, you realli dunno when they will lie to u.. you never know when they are goin to backstab u so hard that u feel so hurt psycologically... friends.. this word is a word for laughter, it is a joke, how many of u realli treat each other as a friend, do u realli remember them, i guess not many do tat, when u need them they seem to live in ur life, but once u have a new group of friends u juz dump that person aside, den u will juz seems as if u have never knew that person... true i may not remember all my friends i may not always msg them.. but i swear i make the effort to at least think about them once in a while.. sometime even wonderin wad sms should i sent to the person.. juz because i have no topic and realli have nothin to msg that y i dun.. how many of u came across tat situation.. ask urself.. i'm not tryin to make any enemy i juz wan all of u to think bout all ur friends tat u have negeleted..
Seriously that is onli one of the thing that is bothering me.. the next is tat.. i feel so used.. come on when u bloody hell feel bored i regardless the hours, as long as i'm at home with my phone i will try my best to reply ur msg.. now u are back with him i juz disappear dun i.. Haix.. who cares.. who cares...
There is more, I and struggling.. stuggling to sort my heart out, i feel so confuse.. who do i realli have a interest in heart for.. I realli fear to tell that person i have fallen for her.. cuz our relation now seems to have drift apart.. I realli do not wan to bother her till she realli disapper in my life... I realli cant believe myself.. y did i went into relationship with eunice, i mean if i didnt fall into any relationship i would not understand love and would not desire for tat feelin of being loved by someone. Then i would all the way b single, wont tat b nice.. all alone.. Lonliness is another.. how many really know tat i realli feel lonely... I try my best to make all of u happy, cuz i think some of u accepted me into ur clique though it may not b always at least i feel glad, u know y.. cuz i can never stop feelin lonely, i may not seem as if i am, but to say i can leave my phone there for a whole week and i can assure u tat the amount of msg i will get is almost zero.. if there is it would b from an expected person.. Yet look at all ur phone.. leave it there for a week i think it would b flooded by miss call and msg.. tis is the difference in ur life and mine.. cuz i'm always the forgotten one... haix.. guess i shall stop here.. it is long enuf le.. i doubt anyone would even read it...
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Name: Wai Keng Hei
Blog's Name: Icicle
Age: 19+
Height: 1.75m
Sex: Male
Phone Number: 82011195
Status: ?Unknown?
