16 December 2008
Icicle... it the 4th day she is at japan alr.. like sian got a not.. i miss her la... i cant wait to see her soon.. You know this few days a lot have been running through my mind.. really i had so many questions without answers.. But seriously... i think i just simply miss her a lot.. without her here juz feel so different... for the past few days i had been guarding in front of my laptop waiting for her to be online.. juz really happy to spend that lil time with her to chat with her.. it makes me feel so much closer to her..Baby.. i really dunno how to explain how i feel... the overwhelming feeling inside is juz so strong.. juz telling u tat I Love You.. is juz like not enough... Juz showing u that i love you is juz now enough.. my heart scream.. and scream but juz i juz cant find a word or phrase to tell u how i feel.. So mayb closes to it is tat I Love You.. I'm sorry that i let my doubts get the better of me.. but i simply couldnt help to feel green.. but baby.. u.. u understand.. u assured me... i really feel damn happy.. i dunno how to tell you but i really juz feel that i need you by my side.. i am afraid to lose you.. but at the same time if i really had i would let u go.. the reason is simple.. is juz cuz I Love You.. Let our past be of our past.. Let Us Walk Together... Let Us Start A New Chapter.. Baby.. I cant promise u anything.. But I will try my best for everything.. ^^Baby.. I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU....
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